My beloved cat plucky took a really bad turn for the worse last night.  She doesn't eat or drink and she's too weak to stand.  I looked in her eyes and all I saw was misery so it's time to let her go.  I've already phoned the vet to see if they can euthanize her today.  God I hate this.  I'm locked up in my boss's office so no one can see me crying.  The last thing I need is someone judging about being so emotional over a pet.