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September 04 What is this weird feeling?Lately I've been feeling very strange. I sleep soundly, I haven't had any chest pains, I've even started to eat healthier (not less, just heathlier). I find myself laughing more easily. When things don't go well, I only utter a single curse rather than a half hour tirade. If I didn't know better I'd almost say I was happy.
I think I know why I've such as change in outlook. I've stopped giving a fuck about my job. Management and their minions are just fucked up and I don't care anymore. I'm so grateful. I used to believe that satisfaction and pride in a job well done was important. I'm free of those quaint notions.
I'm not going to beat myself up about it taking me so long to come to my senses. The values instilled by your parents are not easily dislodged from one's psyche. But with the constant bombardment of stupid assholes who never get called on their shit, any work ethic can be utterly destroyed. Just make sure you have a therapist and/or alcohol to soothe the pain. Principles leave a big hole when they've been pried loose. TrackbacksThe trackback URL for this entry is: http://drunkengamer.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!130F6AF471A970!280.trak Weblogs that reference this entry
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